?

Log in

Previous Entry | Next Entry

what is stopping me?

a hunting rifle. one hollow-point round. up division. i have enough for this.

what is stopping me? not here.

i take a sip, and i feel better. i don't want this anymore.

i want to believe, that instinct, internal certainty, that i am not lying to myself.

elsewhere, i may never find a home, a family, i truly do not know anymore.

if i lose this job, i will be on the streets.

flat affect. remember.

you will not disobey.

i do not understand friendship, but only authority.

i do not understand love, but only obedience.

i will not disobey.

flat affect. remember.

this money, is your only hope.

hope, such poison, it is my new drug, no chemicals required, and it will take me to my death all the same...

Profile

ziiiikk
Zikk Maabus Invictus
Koos Koos

Latest Month

May 2012
S M T W T F S
  12345
6789101112
13141516171819
20212223242526
2728293031  
Powered by LiveJournal.com
Designed by Tiffany Chow